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ms tan rocks.everyone rocks.except the people whom i thought was supposed to have been rocking all along.all you do is talk.all my fault, made a little slip and clever you used this oppurtunity to shift all the blame that was actually on you and now onto me.all my fault lor.you're perfectness vs my suckiness lah.i just feel like screaming at you.but your acting is so good that you've got everyone to believe poor you.even the pastor eh.nevermind, i have the other pastor and my family and friends that you dont have. jealous not? [thats lame] but i have got a clear consciencous???? and God on my side.so you can keep on lying and acting to the world.because i spotted your ploy and destroyed it, you ruin my life and try to make me guilty for the rest of my life. but through this i have become closer to my parents and yah..bridged the gap.so in some sense im happy the thing finally broke.duno how long more i could stand that way.my bondage has been released.just hope i wnt keep inflicting guilt and that i would learn from this experince.but im throughly disappointed.in the team, young 14 year old girls could sit down with their coach to voice everything out, settle the matter in a logical and professional manner.but you, supposedly matured christians cannot "forgive" an innocent girl for saying what she shouldnt have.wow.what values.what morals.like you taught us, blameless = being so upright that even if there is a slip, others will overlook that mistake but for you, why would people use this chance?because you are not upright in the first place.so why blame me? my entrys quite horrid eh but you cannot supress your feelings as a leader.whatever.i wish i could tell you in your face but you with your gift of the gab will like outtalk me in no time so..no point.i know im not supposed to judge and all that, i hope im not.as he once told me, just learn to avoid such mistakes made.i shall listen to him! on to happy stuff.shannie is happy.pingie is happy.zh rocks.sarah is beaming.erm..im not too bad.i have found out his birthday!thank god its not over yet lah.=) its in btw. sen and rahs bdae exactly lah.cool? ok.im lame.whatever.tho my entry is rather weird and lame, it expresses how i feel quite aptly. 100.800.4*1.4*4. nanyang ppl!!jia you and go rule the track.dinner is gona be damn fun.=)) pizza hut. |
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